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Its has been a few months i did not update my blogger

i was lazy of it and sometimes forget about it

-Studies

and now what im remember is my exam is around the corner

its Semester 3 Exam

on December 2010

this semester has 4 subjects and quite nervous of it

but what can do

i must keep going on it and its my future

i know this course that im taking many people not agree of it

because hard to get a good job in this industry that i heard from them

but those people that told me about this are never taking part of it

ya maybe its true but some of others said its good

its okay for me, i know what I'm doing now

im getting more knowledge and experience

quite fun actually

-Daily

i do same things everyday

kinda bored

but sometimes will hang out with friends and chit chat, singing, shopping, watch movies and etc

i want to make my daily day more enjoyable and enrich

which now i start deciding to go gym to make myself more confident and healthy

and do something that are meaningful

i love my sis because of her my days are not really that bored

she's now will always accompany me

-Relationship

still together but sometimes good and bad

i know i treat him badly sometimes

but its for his own good

sometimes what i told him, he will thinks impossible

thats make me angry!

i hope he will improve even im not perfect

i will improve myself also

I do always love my family but even less communicate with parents

Hope my dad will give me "My Dream Present"

yes... ITS A BIG PRESENT!

<3 <3 <3

well... its SECRET~ hahaha

That's all for today

I will always try to update my blog

Written By:

Dreamz ^.^

Damai...

We went to damai yesterday..

(Mom, sis and friend Miss Vivian)

It was quite fun actually..

But... damn...

its my first day of period!!!

Goshh.. felt not well and cant enjoy at all..

So...just took some photo...

hehe.. will show them out later..

i like the beach..

its really made me peace and release stress

thats why i not really felt pain that time..

the wind... blowing and blowing..

i love that feel...

and the sea wave... apprently was like massaging coz surged my legs..

thats the feelings that i wish i can enjoy it everyday..

if i enjoy with my lover,

it must be more fun and enjoyable also ROMANTIC...

LOL... XD

in addition,

very unlucky

my dear Vivian's foots get hurt accidentally

she was careless and stepped on the sharp rock

OMG... her foots kept bleeding nonstop...

huhu T__T

after that,

we went to seafood restaurant having our dinner...

the reastaurant that we always patronize..

supposely,the foods should be tasty and delicous..

but yesterday.. its totally different like usual..

the foods not really nice and they didnt washed the ingredients cleanly..

quite disappointed T__T

one more thing,

yesterday was my success day wearing contact lens

i train to wear for long period...

finally... i wear it... hahahha *happy*

quite felt weird and keep tearing when wearing the contact lens..

but felt better after a few mins

XD

now.. i will show up the photos

show some of photos took before departed

and wearing contact lens

on the way to damai

hehe

 yeah..

that is

took photo with Miss Vivian

the sea water look great right?

hahahax

took photos for my Miss Vivian

i like this photo!! yeahh... V.V

be temporary photographer

haha..

skill still need to improve..

well its fun...

ready to back

so took some photo again.

LOL

啦啦啦

这几天都没来写了

哈哈~有点懒惰

也没什么特别的事

都好无聊

现在算是放假了

不过也不是真真的放假

是温习时间

因为要考试了啦

~~~~(>_<)~~~~

呜呜

好紧张哦

尤其是marketing的

怕不及格

我希望我可以

哈哈

给自己点信心

明天后天

有去上课

补回上次老师没来的

也顺便从考quiz

那次做的非常超级不好

所以明天再考多一次

拿分

哈哈哈

加油加油

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啊...

都不曾在这说过我的小狗宝贝

今天帮我的狗狗宝贝洗澡

帮他拍了照片

看看它

刚洗完澡拍的

好像自己再拿相机哦

哈哈 >.<

很emo

在想什么哦

>.<

这张是前几天妹妹帮它拍的

edit edit下~

哈哈

宝贝个性很像人

超级会挑食的

坏蛋哦

有大小姐的性格

有时不听话

每次骂他

都装出无辜的脸

骂不下去了啦

真厉害

不知道要说什么了

到此....

huhux~

hahax~first time writing blog using english

actually my english not good

just a simple english

but i will try hard to improve myself~ hehex

x.x

arghh

i thought today was my unlucky day for me

coz its a quiz day

ahhhhhh.... i felt anxious this morning

i was worry i couldnt answer the quiz

im felt down down down

huhu T_T

because lecturer didnt photostate the note for us

she asked us using pendrive to take the note from her

im a forgetful person @.@

so i always forgot bring my pendrive to

last week i did think to take note from lecturer via mail

SHiTTT!!!! i forgot again!!!!

when i remembered it,it was on sunday and its already late that time

lecturer got told us do not find her at midnight

so..... kekex

then when lecturer showed the questions

i quickly copied the questions

after finished copy

i kept thinking what lecturer taught us

i was nervous that time so i couldnt remember anything

then lecturer walked to my direction

she looked at me and i looked at her too with smile.. hehex

then she smile back and asked me

" wheres your note??"

i just asnwered her i forgot take the note from her

then she just walked away

=(

she walked to her table and take the text book then gave it to me

wow... was so surprise.....!!!!!

i was HAPPY!!! yahuuuuu.....

she is my benefactor!!!!

yeahhhh.... me and my friend were safe!!!!

after that,we quickly find the answer

we want finished it quickly

this is CHANCE!!!

hahahahahax~~~

the quiz quite easy and easy to find the answer


but some really difficult, we need to understand what the queastion asking
so that we wont answer wrongly
T___T

after finished the morning class

my mum fetch us for lunch

hahahax....happy

coz my friend and i always in difficult making choices for lunch

always the same place

SCR,pullman,and home cook

LOL...always this 3 places for us to have lunch everytime

=.=!!!

when i was having my lunch

i received a message from the college

[Message:

Principle of Marketing class on

5th July 2010 (Mon), 1.30-5.00pm,

is postponed to a later date as your lecturer

is not feeling well.Thanks!]

OMG, i read twice

yesssss..... it is!!!!

no class in the afternnon!!!!!

yeahhhh....happy~

i can go back early~

hahahahhax :D

thats all for today~
tired now~~
its time for me to sleep
hehex~
have a nice dream for myself
NIGHT!!!!!!!

最近...

唉...最近心情都不是很好

也越来越爆操了

不懂为什么 =(

开始烦恼了

烦恼学业

烦恼生活

烦恼家人

唉...都慢慢长大了

都会有烦恼的

不过这也是经验吧

要开始学习磨练自己了

不能什么都靠父母

自己要加油

对!我要学习坚强

就会有成功的那一天

我一定要做得到

我的路我自己会选择

我不需要那些曾经看不起我的人来帮我选择

我静静不代表我好欺负

我只是不想引起任何的争吵

也是因为我“尊重”你们

我的父母一向不反对我做的事

要什么就有什么

就因为某些人吃醋

在我背后帮他们洗脑了

才会有今天这样的生活

我变得很不快乐

我只不过想要简简单单幸福的生活

就这么难吗？

你们非要破坏不可吗？

也罢...

想要证明自己!!!!!!!!

就得要努力!!!!!!

直到成功的那一天!!!!!!

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他

最近跟他没话题

也是他自己对我说的

那天他问了不该问的问题

让我很生气

我知道只是问问

可是有那个女人愿意听自己男友怎么问呢

也因此

我就气他

不爱跟他聊

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Assignment

唉...两份要做

一份9日交

一份19日交

题目都好难

呜呜....

希望快快赶完

那么就轻松了噜

明天还要考quiz

呼呼....

希望会做~

加油加油~~~

好久没写了~

好久都没来写了...

事实上很多东西想写~

可是一时写不出来... =.=

嗯...感觉自己对他跟之前不一样了

之前对他冷冷淡淡的

一天写不到10封信息

他打电话来，我都不接

他要来找我，我死也不肯

每次都提分手

可是每次都分不成，又是我的坏习惯=心软

那时我真的太受不了他了

这个状况是我跟他两年后然后就维持到现在差不多两年多

呵呵...感觉自己好坏好残忍

不过我也不愿意的

就在那次见面之后

我不在对他冷淡，不会不听电话，不会少信息，不会不见面了

之前我会这么对他，也是因为他的脾气

我实在受不了他那么对待我

每天都吵架の

那时见面，跟之前的确不一样

有他在感觉很温暖

有依靠

已经很久没这种感觉了

那时我也有说如果有一天真的分手

他会怎样

他什么都不说

就一直在那里哭

然后就到面前下跪求着我

要我别和他分

他不想失去我

我的心又软了

自己也偷偷哭起来了

那时之后，我也没有分手的念头了

只想好好给他一次机会

让他改变

不再像之前一样了

我也想他好好的努力

我不在意他的家庭背景

只要他好好做人努力拼

那就够了

我要给自己机会

珍惜这一份感情~

这也我跟他一起的第5年了~

(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……

现在我也要好好读书

啊啊啊啊...assignment两份要做

题目好难哦

头大了啦.. T__T

什么都不要想

努力努力!!!

冲冲冲!!!

最重要了!!!

好久没找人聊心事了

很多心里话想说

很想全部爆发出来

O(∩_∩)O哈！

今天早上终于把【下一站幸福】の戏看完了....

很好看~

也有流泪~

戏里面，有一部分我经历过...

那就是光希拿骨髓の时候...

那种感觉我很了解...

真的好痛好痛 x.x

痛到没办法起床 只好躺着

我会拿骨髓的原因是因为我得了“脑膜炎”

说起来，那是好几年前的事了

就在我2年级的时候

连大人都受不了

更何况是8岁的小孩

能够从鬼门关回来

真是不幸中的大幸...

所以，生命是要去珍惜的~

今天学车，师傅说可以安排考车了~

哇...还真惊讶!!!

不过还蛮开心的~

哈哈哈哈哈O(∩_∩)O

应该后星期就会考了~

希望能顺利考过~

到此...